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Intro
00:47
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2. |
Loose Connections
02:02
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Connections break within my head
A failure to communicate
Constant stress that fills my mind
I’m aggravated all the time
Unable to express myself
I can’t say how I feel at all
It won’t get better better better
Better better better better better
There's an error
Inside my head
Rewire me please
I can’t stand it for another day
The walls are closing in I’m so afraid
Neurotransmitters burnt away
I can’t stand it for another day
I cannot stand this for another day
I cannot stand this for another day
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3. |
Friends
01:35
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Talk
When I’m in the dark
Converse
With my inner thoughts
Insult
Whenever I lay dormant
Shut up
I’m tired of your voice
Yes I know I hate myself
Now can you let me sleep
My insecurities are all but gone
Now please just let me sleep
Yes I know I hate myself
Now can you let me sleep
What you say I already know
Now please just let me sleep
Whenever I close my eyes
These voices start talking to me
Trying to insult me and anger me
Little do they know I already despise myself
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4. |
Am I Really Real?
02:34
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Staring at a wall
Shards lay scattered like broken thoughts
Conquest on myself
Watch myself through a frozen window
Can’t see myself
Can’t hear myself
Can’t feel myself
Am I really real?
Clawing at the door
Splinters dig deep through calloused skin
Alone here with myself
Can’t see clear through a mist of doubt
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5. |
I Hate Myself
03:09
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Life seems hard
But is that true
The pains I have
I’ve had for you
The problems I face
I create myself
It’s all because
I hate myself
The choices I’ve made
Those don’t seem fair
But I tell myself
I really do care
Assert my views
That’s all I do
if I face the facts
I won’t go through
I don’t know why
I’m losing my mind
Why do I keep sabotaging myself
Is it because
I hate myself
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6. |
Self-Inflicted
03:01
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Why
Why must I be this way?
Can’t stand myself
Can’t see myself
Like this
Why do I believe my own lies
Tell me why
My own fists against my head
Punishment for believing myself
Tear my skin and pull my hair
If I feel this way then at least I know I care
My own fists against my head
Tear my skin, pull my hair
Knuckles scrape down these hard stone walls
You came close, but then I pushed you away
The pain I have is self-inflicted
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Youth Deprivation Groningen, Netherlands
Songs about raw emotion.
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